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What Am I Feeling? by loolyhead, literature

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What Am I Feeling?

I am struggling Struggling to find the words The words to describe To describe what I am feeling What I am feeling at this point in my life This point in my life is difficult Difficult for me to comprehend To comprehend the contrast of emotions The contrast of emotions stay with me With me through the day and the night The night leaves me lonely Lonely and starving Starving for the day The day that leads me back to night Tonight I will be lonely

Resistance to Season by loolyhead, literature

Confidence by loolyhead, literature

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Confidence

My bones are only made of broken glass. I tremble when you get too close to me. I will not open up you can't surpass The crevice I have placed; my panoply. I over think I stumble over words awkwardly... This clandestine's my existence, my bliss. It's how I've lived since elementary. I could just be imagining it all. This ostracism I might self-inflict; Pernicious cycle ruling over me. Just let me sulk and battle up the grief. Eventually the strain will ebb away. But even though I lack such confidence, I won't let this depression beat me down.

One Form of Affection... by loolyhead, literature

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One Form of Affection...

You walked on like a statue rough and rigid My words echoed caressing your stone wall ear canals "My preciousss." I rested comfortably in forgotteness These memories bled from my skull and dried hardening my roots But I can't I can't concern myself with what was I'll go on existing without closure But maybe eventually You'll be so kind as to purr... murmur to me a song that will "Give peaceful rest to the living dead."

The Gravel In Our HeartsYou by loolyhead, literature

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The Gravel In Our HeartsYou

The Gravel In Our Hearts You know when you try your best and it isn't enough? You've done every possible thing you could do and you still fail. What then? I was never told of something like this. No one told me I could care about something so much and have it broken from my view. What am I supposed to do when I fail after trying so hard? It hurts to fall with my knees scraping against this loose gravel. It stings. This is a new level of life. The air hurts to breathe down here. I think this is where the devil resides. It's dismal enough for his sad excuse of a heart. But he'll rejoice today, because he has broken my spirit. He has buried me

It's When by loolyhead, literature

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It's When

Magic moments are when you're moved. It's when you're moved out of your ordinary perspective. It's when you've stumbled into the light of a new star that's twinkling in the dark sticky blue sky. You gaze upward and the mystic angelic light breathes into you. It's a cold reawakening, a rebirth. It's when you take that leap of faith. You're standing on a cliff blanketed with a family of grass. The clouds are gliding over and past you on that limited plane. You peer over and see the deep easy blue ocean and its soft foam. You lean farther, testing gravity. It's when you think; even if I can't fly I'll land somewhere worthwhile. Magic moments are

Let Me Help by loolyhead, literature

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Let Me Help

Carry my burdens and worries I'm bracing for the fall Please don't try to catch me I need to learn to crawl The children all are screaming That life isn't fair And all the Uncles sneering Push them off their chairs The children sing, "abandoned!" They've finally given up The waters curdling blood And we drink it from the cup I just want to save them Lead them from the dark But they didn't ask for me They didn't ask for me

I Really Mean It by loolyhead, literature

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I Really Mean It

As empty as my thanks seem I really mean it You don't believe in this dream Cuz you can't take a hit You dropped me once things got hard We shouldn't have made it this far But I care about you, a lot And I know you don't care about me Just give me time, to get Over the fact that we were never meant to be, you see Well you were good to me And I'm grateful for you So when I say thanks I really mean it Remember when oh way back when You used to care I felt so safe in your arms But you didn't lift a finger We fizzled out so perfectly Amazes me we made it this far But I care about you, a lot And I know you don't care about me

Dream On, Don't Blink by loolyhead, literature

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Dream On, Don't Blink

I'm on the sidewalk The sun and moon are high Luscious grass fields on both my sides And then There is my friend The tree Me and him Him and me That's all there is for miles We walk We talk I blink He's gone I'm drowning in the sea The rainbow fish Swim around In the midnight blue Bright white stars Float around This dark, magical pool I blink They're gone The tree is back Its arms are coming for me It's squeezing me I can't breathe I wake, before the end

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Resistance to Season by loolyhead, literature

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The Gravel In Our HeartsYou by loolyhead, literature

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It's When by loolyhead, literature

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Let Me Help by loolyhead, literature

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Jan 19
United States
Deviant for 13 years
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I love the Legend of Zelda. That's what made me a member of deviantart. I also love to write stories too. I am working on a Fan Fiction based off of Ocarina of Time. It is called The Child of the Lost Woods. The first chapter is called Him, Light, and Darkness. I have moved a lot in my life and have never been able to have a friend for longer than a couple years. I have one best friend and we've been friends for seven years. I love to have lots of friends and play sports and sing. Those are my main passions. I am a terrible dancer and I do not excel in drawing. But I love to view other peoples art. I hope to publish many more stories on here, maybe more Fan Fictions, or some of my Fiction stories.

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CallistoHime

Favourite Movies

The Lord of the Rings, I Am Number Four, Inception

Favourite TV Shows

iCarly, Victorious, Amazing World of Gumball, Adventure Time, Regular Show

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Christina Perri, Skylar Grey, Eminem, Evanescence, Three Days Grace, Linkin Park, Cody Simpson, Chris Brown, Adele, Bruno Mars,

Favourite Games

The Legend of Zelda, Super Smash Bros. Brawl, Sonic the Hedgehog, Pokemon

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Sports, Writing, Singing, Piano

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loolyhead

Jan 26, 2015

IN SEARCH OF ARTISTS AND CRITICS

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I will be writing my journals in my blog from now on. Here is the link: https://knotquiet.wordpress.com I will post a link here every time I post something on my blog.

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loolyhead

Jan 5, 2015

Devious Journal Entry

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So here I am again! I have finally gotten back into writing. I've been editing that short story that I used to have posted on here. I took it off because it was honestly pretty atrocious. I am making some major changes to it. One of those being that it's no longer a short story. It is now going to be a prologue to a much longer novel that I will be writing and eventually, hopefully, publishing. If you are excited and interested in reading this eventually, I will keep you informed on my progress with the story. You can also follow my blog: knotquiet.wordpress.com to keep updated on all things me.

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loolyhead

Mar 30, 2013

Devious Journal Entry

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HELLO ALL!!!! I hope you have been enjoying my short story 'When It Burns'. I had a lot of fun writing this. I wish it was longer though :/ But it had to be shortened to fit the assignment requirement at school. Please leave comments on it. I love criticism. Writing can always be improved and I'd like to know how I can do that. I know I've promised to finish writing my fanfiction but I wont have time for that for a looooong time. It will be done sometime in my lifetime though. (I know I am a horrible person.) But I have posted a video on youtube of me singing a bombastic song. here is the link. CHECK IT OUT PLZ http://www.youtube.com/watch